A mixture of emotions, none positive..

Right now.. B107 is in the middle of a totally screwed up 3-week judgement period. Already stress with Class test, still need to write report... already stress with Class test + report, still must add PBL... already emo with CT + report + PBL... i summore must loose my bloody thumbdrive for probably the 5th or 6th time in imu.. isnt that so fu*ked up?
Every single bloody time i try to finish assignment early... i end up loosing it, which means wat? I've to do it all over again.. last minute.. hebat!.. but thats ok.. i've got no idea why is it ok... but its ok.. its ALL FU*KEN OWHKAY.. probably coz i saved like 1/2 of wat i've done.. so i only have to RE-DO.. the other half.. and complete the total 3/4 of work.. shit.. but well.. whatever la uh.. sure ok wan =)

And weeks ago.. im supposed to get my remedy for my TB... the dosage form is something like the Lysergic Acid Diethylamine blotting paper that has imprints on it, which is then put onto the tongue to release the medicament..
Only difference is that this TB-remedy dosage form is supposed to have Dr. Kang's face imprinted... so once put on the tongue, saliva acts as the solvent that releases Kang-o-lides that is supposed to act as an expectorant that removes phelgm containing Mycobacterium sp.
But truth be told, the active ingredient in this remedy is not Kang-o-lides.. but Kang-o-face actually... but since there is insufficient(none) active ingredient, hence it is not posible to manufacture this drug... hence... my TB continues... possibly reaching a chronic stage and resulting in death by extrapulmonary TB within the short period of 70 years...

Owh.. how depressing(St. John's wort needed)..

Thoughts... thought out aloud..

Huh?

Cupid the idiot..

Cupid, oh.. cupid,
Flying in the sky,
owh-so full of joy.

Smilling as he aims,
Giggling as he shoots,
And laughing out loud as he watches how he change the mood.

But hey !
Ain't there 8 billion people?
So hurry up and reach my turn already! (or so i thought..)

For 20 years i waited.. will my turn ever come?
"Oh yes.. and here it is," says Cupid giggling.

Curious, anxious and excited,
That venomous sting i never anticipated.

And so it came my 'joy' for the day,
Portfolio, PBl, and Revision all the way.

Never saw this coming,
But here i am for the killing..

Cupid..
I wish i had never wished for you to help !

And while you flew away,
Leaving those 3 pieces of shit to stay...

I hope you drop that bow and arrow,
So i can return this present of yours called SORROW !





Ps: Dedicated to all Bpharm students stuck with work on a supposedly happy day..

Signs of ageing

First the undying look-alike lethargy
Then the non-stop continuous chronic cough..
Now i have a saw jaw.. probably due to arthritis..
Latest finding.. numerous amounts of grey hair..

The signs are clear.. the end is near..
Thank you Bpharm..

(Ps: this post was supposed to originally go into my own blog.. dunno how it went into another... must be another sign of ageing..)

Gambling and life..

Many people consider gambling as an illicit activity. Theres no doubt about that because many have lost a lot due to greed and curiosity.

But to me, life's like a game of poker..
You never know if your crap hand could win big.. and sometimes it pays just to know how others play.
Sometimes, the first few cards opened might not favour you.. but if you'd just be willing to play along and wait for the last card to open, you'd never know what surprises it might hold. At the same time, dont always bet on a 'surprise' to happen or you'd most likely end up with a surprisingly dissapointing card most of the time..

Gambling is not always just about money.. people sometimes gamble with things far more important to them than money.. But no matter what it is, if you'd be contented with whats ALREADY there, you'd never need to gamble. (unless of course we're talking about a game of chance during MCQ class test)

Cough

Cough.. a simple action. Sometimes a sign of infection.. Usually goes away over time..

I, Andrew Lum Wai San... have COUGH.
It is not Tuberculosis..
Although it has persisted for over 2 weeks.
But i think i should get better soon.. even with no medications of sorts because after extensive studying, i realised a depressing fact that western medication has just too much side effects.. so i'll let myself cure naturally.. even if it take 2 months to cure..

And to makes matters worst, my "Nocturnal activities" (which includes portfolios, pbls, reports, lecture revision... anything Bpharm related-you name it) has been keeping me awake for some time lately.. and hence eating up my sleep.. and hence decreasing my natural immunity (i think)..
So its no wonder that sometimes in class, instead of looking up at lectures, i tend to admire the amazing patterns of my inner eye-lids.. (i slept in class.. more than once..) But you cant blame me for such irresponsible acts because it's the human body's own way of substituting sleep.

But i think if my cough takes up to 2 months to heal, then.........

Message to IMU:
Please prepare mass vacination against TB along with large quantities of :
R - Rifampicin
I - Isoniazid
P - Pyrazinamide
E - Ethambutol


But for all Bpharm students.. FEAR NOT !! even if i spread TB to you, you'll probably just cough badly and have serious organ damage..
Sure wont die.. If die also portfolio kill us first.